Strike Me Down

So last night I was pain free finally after 2 weeks ... Spent the evening with my bestie having a blast hanging out at home and listening to tunes. This morning I wake up and the demon is back..can I not get a break from these? This one almost sent me to the ER but I barreled through it at home. The pain is the most awful indescribable pain. How do I tell people about these. When they say oh you have another headache .... It's NOT a headache. I read an article this week that described as the worlds worst pain a human can experience. It's like you just want to be dead, put me out of my misery during the attack. It's like lightening strikes through my brain ... Stabbing and pulsing. When the attack is over you're exhausted. And today I actually got sick, first time ever. My husband wants us to consult with a pain and headache specialist because they aren't going to go away. So I might as well learn to tolerate them. After 17 years so far isn't that what I have been doing?